
Moshe's little feet
We thank Yahweh for a beautiful, peaceful birth of our little son Moshe exactly 4 weeks ago today!
I seem incapable of writing a short birth story. Although it's been weeks, I remember every detail. Most of those details make it into my story. Some do not. Use your imagination if you wish! ;)
Friday... the end of another work-filled week. Even though I'm tired, I give a hearty effort to have a productive day and be ready for a restful Sabbath.
This particular Friday, January 22, I am on my feet and busy about the house since our alarm went off at 4:50am. Our youngest child, Ruth, is turning 2 the next day, and Joshua's parents are coming for lunch at our house. Such excitement!
The children and I make a pumpkin sheet cake and a poppyseed chicken and asparagus casserole for tomorrow's birthday meal. We do our usual school work, laundry, cleaning... and everything else. By the time dinner is served and the kitchen cleaned up, I'm exhausted.
"I'm SO glad it's Sabbath!" I remark to Joshua, and he readily agrees. After playing with the kids for a while, we brush their teeth and send them off to bed. They were worn out, falling asleep quickly.
I drink several bottles of water. I must be dehydrated, because these Braxton Hicks contractions are rather strong...
I suddenly realize that I've been up for 14+ hours and haven't sat down, aside from dinnertime, a single time all day. I'm not surprised that my body feels so achey... a warm shower sounds like a good ending to the day.
As I comb my freshly-washed hair, I look at the clock. "Honey, what do you think about just heading to bed right now?"
"Well... it's only 7:15. I don't want to go to bed quite this early... How 'bout I read to you?"
Joshua and I snuggle close in our bed and he starts reading from The Promise-Plan of God by Walter Kaiser. His reading is interrupted with my questions, and I soak in explanations of systematic theology, covenant theology, and "promise plan".
But my mind is wandering. Another contraction? I really need to go drink some more water.
I go back to giving my full attention to the book, trying to comprehend what Kaiser is saying. Oy. I understand things much more quickly when I'm reading it with my own eyes!
And I'm so tired...
Hmm.
These contractions are noticeable, yet mostly painless. Regular, yet so far apart.
Maybe I am in labor.
And if I am in labor, maybe I will be giving birth in the next couple hours! (Ha, ha. My previous labors have been 7 hours, 3 hours, and 85 minutes long.)
But... I'm probably not in labor.
"Tammy? Are you awake?" Joshua's voice pulls me from my fuzzy sleepyness.
"Ummm. I think... I fell asleep. Maybe we can read more tomorrow..."
I get up from the bed and head to the kitchen, drinking a bit more water.
Maybe I just need to walk around the house a little, and these silly Braxton Hicks contractions will subside. I wander between the kitchen and living room, tidying random objects and putting away the clean dishes I had washed earlier in the evening. But nothing subsides.
Rats. I am too tired to be in labor right now.
It's 9:30 pm, and Joshua puts aside his book. "Well, I'm going to bed."
It's 9:30 pm, and I'm feeling confident enough to break the news. "Ummm, Honey? I'm sorry, but I think I'm in labor right now."
Joshua's reaction is, of course, excitement! He suggests I call our midwife, and hops in the shower.
I call Charlotte, our midwife, at about 10 pm. My contractions are very regular (3-4 minutes) but not very long and I can still easily talk through them. I'm definitely in labor, but it's all so mild.
Maybe I'm one of those women who can dilate to an "8" without much pain! Wouldn't that be nice! Whee... what an easy labor.
I assure Charlotte that there's no immediate hurry to get here, but that I would like her to come soon since she lives an hour from our house. I convince Joshua to go to bed and get some sleep, telling him I will wake him when I need to.
I putter around... drinking my beloved pregnancy tea... pulling out the box of birth supplies... and getting more and more tired.
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